Bischeri The Watcher is back! I had been reported missing? Naaaaah! Simply, I had no way of Ciul the wi fi do not know which airport (and if not how could I put myself writing almost three in the morning, eh? However, with near whoever you are !!!)... And then I needed to be on my own, because I so good things are happening to hesitate to believe it. I needed to internalize, to think ... But not so much for the "flavor" of it, but because, as one person says to me so dearly, you should let it grow inside her all the good that life offers. And to do so, you need to stay One moment thinking about it, no? But without complicating their lives, only to realize what is going to enjoy it even more.
Among the many beautiful things, for example, I understand to be loved (broadly speaking) a very important person for me.
It 's a time, for me, in which I find myself enjoying even the smallest of things, where I find myself smiling much more easily than before. It 's also a time when I'm relying on my hard head boasted: I turned the stubborn persistence in, I did some projects I'm already starting to implement, and in all that we now are my two jobs (that's right: it I found another one, which will start soon), I massacre of fatigue, mental and physical, but also make me quite proud of myself.
"And what about the music?", Someone might ask ...
not giving up even dead!
time ago I contacted a pianist who lives in Trieste, and we have already met to know each other and seek feasible to start something: for now we focus on programs to marriage, since it is the easiest way to get back "on the square" in the meantime, we also try to put on something to use, possibly in concert. Sure, I know that a concert is something long and hard (it was when I lived in vigils, which is a village, let alone here in Trieste!), But what use is my head hard, if not? :-)
will proceed one step at a time, and I will succeed, as we are successful in the past. That's it.
Ah, so much for the record, right now, even now yesterday, I was contacted by a band director to propose a collaboration to when I'm down holidays, and not only this year, but also for others. What have I done? But of course I accepted! Of course, I go back down to rest: holidays are used to this ... But singing for me is more of a joy and a pleasure: it is a genuine need, and if you should spend the entire period of leave without singing a note, I seem to have lost time, wasted it. Not to mention that you should not cut off any ties with "around" that I down. It will be a good way to re-establish contacts that would otherwise be lost.
I have my life here, but I want to take advantage of every opportunity I have to take what I consider my real job yet . And if I have to do to get it up and down Italy, Well, I'll do (as if I had not ever done, heheh!).
Oh, I forgot: I will come back and complete his musical studies, of course. I do not know how to do it, with two works to be carried out, but I'll manage. It sounds like a prick, but it is not: they are no longer alone to face everything, and this gives me a lot more power, a force that will draw when I'm demoralized to the point of wanting to drop everything. And I know it will happen, because it is normal to be so.
I rediscovered my strengths by those who stood by me and is continuing to do so in spite of everything, putting his trust in me. This person, indeed to these people (okay, one in particular) is yet another thank you.
And now I'm going to try to sleep, if not more than two jobs: it is not hard way!
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Photo: unusually quiet at work, photo taken by surprise just just yesterday by a colleague (who take it, flayed: I look sleepy, rather than serene, heheh!).
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