Saturday, October 18, 2008
Purple Paint Color Schemes Sherwin Williams
Perhaps it is of no use, but I've remembered and, in essence, the blog is my heck! And I write about people I like, but you think!
Before the paranoid part of me totally take over, I'm going to explain Codest delirium.
Just today, four months have passed since I met Samuel , and I think I know him for a lifetime! We met on the train, while I went to Pordenone for the presentation of the book by Marco Travaglio and he came home in Mestre, taking the first step in Treviso. To be honest, at first I did not even notice: I was happily watching a DVD on the laptop, just to spend more time in a hurry ... And here occurred the "nasty business" (it's appropriate to say "convict was the video", heheh!).
I therefore pulled out the laptop, which still had a few days of life, I connected the headphones and put on the DVD of the V2 Day of April 25 in Turin. Every now and then I noticed, with the corner of my eye, a guy (Samuel) who was going back and forth to the compartment. While he was there talking to someone, I noticed that explained that I was watching the V-Day Beppe Grillo, whereupon I took off my headphones, I smile and I confirmed. From there, for the duration of the trip, until I got down, we continued to talk about everything as if we knew for a lifetime, under the eyes of an astonished and scandalized his colleague (especially this, I do not remember at all: me told him afterwards, and every so often reminded me yet). As we talked, we exchanged phone numbers and contacts msn, and also gave me the address of its website and that of his brother Matthew (and also his msn). We discovered immediately related to many things, music in the first place (we are both musicians) and we said goodbye, when I arrived at their destination, with the curiosity to go forward in mutual understanding. And so it was. From that trip just four months have passed.
We started to feel on msn with increasing regularity, to hear almost every day, as still happens now. In the meantime, I have met before on msn and then in person, also Matt. We met all three exactly on the afternoon of August 4: I returned from London, I went to visit a friend and I decided to stop somewhere Mestre hours before returning home. A couple of messages to Samuel, and a phone call confirmation, and it was made! We spent a nice afternoon. The first all three together.
Five days later, they came to visit me here in Trieste, and we spent the whole day together: we walked like crazy, turning the city during a rainy day they had planned, and instead was almost perfect: sunny, but not torrid. Needless to say, even during the day we did nothing but talk about anything we could think of ...! That same evening, then went out with Philip crowning ideal for a great day!
Three days after I returned home for the holidays, and I was down to 2 September. Even at that time I kept in contact with Samuel and Matthew on msn almost daily. On September 7th it was my turn to join them in Mestre and spend the whole day with them. This time the weather was not as forgiving as in Trieste, but it did not matter: we were fine. I knew, even better would be revised to say, the parents (they were on that train, and when I did we meet Samuel, only that I did not remember ...). The whole time I felt like a family, I felt as if I knew all of them practically forever: it was a strange feeling (because I had never experienced before) and beautiful. I have seen under my eyes, as well as by what he told me and still tells me during our chat on msn, the extraordinary bond that exists between Samuel and Matthew. Throughout life I have never seen two brothers so close! I felt a great envy for the relationship they have, thinking that now exist, there is between me and Carla, my sister. I enjoyed watching them and for them, but I felt my heart break, thinking about my situation. As we watched an old video of my concerts, when a shot from the cameraman on the public, I have given my parents and the parents of Michael, my pianist at that point, Samuel asked, "Where is your sister?" ... I replied in a tone that I hope seemed natural to limit or colorless, "There." Without another. Luckily, Sam did not make any further questions, otherwise I fear that I would start crying: I had come a lump in the throat of those not indifferent. I kept staring at the screen, as if I continue to follow closely what was happening, but now I no longer saw anything, I thought, how many videos I looked past my concerts with them, they would not have ever seen. But this is not the right time to address the topic, and go forward.
In the last month we saw each other again, we went all three together with Ducati at the Ducati Superbike races to follow. The Ducati had opened the gates to the public of fans and Desmobloggers to spend a day together, follow the races and eventually celebrate, as is the case then two weeks ago when the legendary Bayliss took home the championship in Game 1 and took the title with Ducati manufacturers in the race 2 (making us almost die of a heart attack for a game as only he could do !!!).
Well, we did not lose this opportunity, and we went without thinking twice, having a great time. It is not over here: we will meet again next Sunday also, as I'll go with a mutual friend (known in his Ducati) in Venice, during the marathon, during which musically entertain the audience. Now, you should know that Samuel and Matthew are two musicians of monstrous skill: I got to see them and hear them on video, remaining almost shocked. Just needed to see them live, and here's the perfect opportunity! I look forward to it already this Sunday to hear not only as musicians, but also see them as my friends. The more I advance, the more glad to have entered into my life.
Well ... For four months I know Sam, three little Matthew, and it seems to me, talking about them, talking about childhood friends, as I mentioned! Now, it's not such a thing happen very often right. I feel lucky, because I feel I have found two real friends (another extremely rare, these times). Time will tell, in his ceaseless spending, whether I was right or not ... The
Thursday, October 16, 2008
форум Ls-magazin
And so ... There you are. Doctor.
You did, did you graduate, you've come to the end of this long way, certainly not easy. I do not know, from now on, what you do. Perhaps you have not decided even you. Many other possibilities, many other paths appear in front of you: it is only up to you, according to what they really want.
I'm not good to put into words what I feel, so forgive me if sometimes my "speech" stumbles a lot.
constantly think back to the words that you have read the other evening, the words that your mother has decided to entrust to my own voice, and I had met that evening and asked to me to interpret his words, which you believe was the best person to do so, seek guidance on what had written. I found myself to giving voice (when I did not know if I would find myself), thinking that I was not able to tell you nothing but "congratulations", and at first I wanted to make my own words ... But then I chased away the thought absurd as well, you might want, Philip, and you do not know what I want, I'm your friend, and those were the words instead of a mother. I did not know until I arrived at the bottom, if I was really able to say everything. Do not take his eyes off the ticket, although now I knew the speech almost by heart, because I knew that if I looked just for a second my voice would be extinguished in the throat. I can not know everything that was behind those words, perhaps coming to realize something of what I had told you, but I've seen so much of that life, much of that love, that was one step closer to overwhelm me.
After finishing, I could not help but fall silent and "distance themselves", while still present there where I was. I sat where you were first, and you went where I was until a few seconds before, next to your mother, and embraces you while I was tempted to go on tiptoe and drag others with me. Almost did not want to take the picture then I shot anyway, because it was a moment so "private", so I thought that I sebmbrava a forced stop in a photograph. But now I'm glad I did.
I was there, sitting in front of you, and I wanted to cry when your mother hath been raised and came to kiss me in front, but I did not: it was your day, and nothing in the world I would have ruined . I raised my eyes and I just made a quick glance and a grateful smile, but I could not speak, and I immediately lowered his eyes because I still feel teary eyes.
Fortunately, after the commotion, we all have taken up with the "madness", and I returned the Paola ever.
I do not know if you managed to realize in full for two days that you are officially a "doctor" for now if you remember word for word what happened the other day (including megasbronza post-announcement), or if you still have the holes ...
I know you, from this moment on, many things may change. Maybe you'll be here, maybe go somewhere else ... Whatever you do, wherever you go, Phil, I want you to know, for that matter, that among the people for whom you are important, among the people to whom you have given and continue to give so much, I'm here too. I do not know if I've ever been able to give you, as a friend, at least half of what you gave me, but you know that this stubborn and sometimes tattered woman there will always be writing to you. And always continue to love you.
Remember what I wrote you decided to close your blog: "You have good hands, good head, good heart: You will do much! Now more than ever these words seem appropriate.
Now, go to: spread it all Wires'!
Good luck! The
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Sore Breasts After Menstration
Well, shall go as far
is the echo of the bell ...
There, between the white snow. There, among the clouds d'or.
Where hope is regret and sorrow.
O my mother's joyous home,
Wally will go away from you very
and maybe you will not never return, nor
see her again ... Never again ...
Well, shall go away:
as the echo of the bell.
There, amid the white snow.
I will go alone and far away, and the clouds
d'or.
not ask me why I posted this air of magnificent Catalan: the entire day that I have it in mind. Maybe because I'm about to leave ... Mah ..
worth a listen, however, especially in the masterly interpretation of Maria Callas ...
Listen to it: you will not regret!
Monday, August 25, 2008
Milena Velba-milking Complete
Ragassuoli beautiful, only a few words to say that I'm on vacation (which are going to want at the end) in my hot and sunny Salento. I have so many things to write, so little time to do it ... I'll try to remedy: firstly, between a sun bath and another in this wonderful sea, I wish you all a good continuation of summer and, for those who can, leave!
you soon! The
Monday, July 14, 2008
Haynes Workshop Manual Vs Repair Manual
Bischeri The Watcher is back! I had been reported missing? Naaaaah! Simply, I had no way of Ciul the wi fi do not know which airport (and if not how could I put myself writing almost three in the morning, eh? However, with near whoever you are !!!)... And then I needed to be on my own, because I so good things are happening to hesitate to believe it. I needed to internalize, to think ... But not so much for the "flavor" of it, but because, as one person says to me so dearly, you should let it grow inside her all the good that life offers. And to do so, you need to stay One moment thinking about it, no? But without complicating their lives, only to realize what is going to enjoy it even more.
Among the many beautiful things, for example, I understand to be loved (broadly speaking) a very important person for me.
It 's a time, for me, in which I find myself enjoying even the smallest of things, where I find myself smiling much more easily than before. It 's also a time when I'm relying on my hard head boasted: I turned the stubborn persistence in, I did some projects I'm already starting to implement, and in all that we now are my two jobs (that's right: it I found another one, which will start soon), I massacre of fatigue, mental and physical, but also make me quite proud of myself.
"And what about the music?", Someone might ask ...
not giving up even dead!
time ago I contacted a pianist who lives in Trieste, and we have already met to know each other and seek feasible to start something: for now we focus on programs to marriage, since it is the easiest way to get back "on the square" in the meantime, we also try to put on something to use, possibly in concert. Sure, I know that a concert is something long and hard (it was when I lived in vigils, which is a village, let alone here in Trieste!), But what use is my head hard, if not? :-)
will proceed one step at a time, and I will succeed, as we are successful in the past. That's it.
Ah, so much for the record, right now, even now yesterday, I was contacted by a band director to propose a collaboration to when I'm down holidays, and not only this year, but also for others. What have I done? But of course I accepted! Of course, I go back down to rest: holidays are used to this ... But singing for me is more of a joy and a pleasure: it is a genuine need, and if you should spend the entire period of leave without singing a note, I seem to have lost time, wasted it. Not to mention that you should not cut off any ties with "around" that I down. It will be a good way to re-establish contacts that would otherwise be lost.
I have my life here, but I want to take advantage of every opportunity I have to take what I consider my real job yet . And if I have to do to get it up and down Italy, Well, I'll do (as if I had not ever done, heheh!).
Oh, I forgot: I will come back and complete his musical studies, of course. I do not know how to do it, with two works to be carried out, but I'll manage. It sounds like a prick, but it is not: they are no longer alone to face everything, and this gives me a lot more power, a force that will draw when I'm demoralized to the point of wanting to drop everything. And I know it will happen, because it is normal to be so.
I rediscovered my strengths by those who stood by me and is continuing to do so in spite of everything, putting his trust in me. This person, indeed to these people (okay, one in particular) is yet another thank you.
And now I'm going to try to sleep, if not more than two jobs: it is not hard way!
Saturday, June 21, 2008
Long Dresses For A Valentines Dance
Flavia: What is it?
Matthew ...
Flavia ...
Matthew: You took off his glasses ...
Flavia: Yeah, I do not need right now: is I do not see it from afar, and you are near
Matthew: And that's just me you want to watch?
Flavia: Why, is there something more interesting, you know?
(laugh)
Matthew: Let me look into your eyes ...
(Flavia smiles, raises his head to allow Matt to watch)
Flavia: What do you see?
Matthew ... (smiles in turn) is beautiful ...
Flavia: What?
Matthew: To see your eyes smile. Knowing that you are happy without telling us anything.
Flavia: In fact, there is no need to talk much: I see you are happy, without you I have said nothing. I saw by your smile, sure, but your eyes were smiling long before the lips, e. ..
Matthew: Close your eyes ...
Flavia: Eh ...?
Matthew: Yes, close them ...
(Flavia closes his eyes. Matthew takes her hand in his, gently, as if afraid of hurting her, and approached him)
Matthew: It is not just my eyes want you to communicate what I feel at this moment ...
Flavia: What ...?
Matthew: Do not worry, trust me
Flavia ...
(pause indefinite)
Matthew: Now you can open your eyes, if you want
(Flavia opens his eyes: his hand is resting gently on his chest, his press lightly on her hand to stop tenervela)
Matthew: Okay, now you also perceive what I feel. There is no need to talk, you're right: we must be able to see and hear to really understand ... That is ... Oh, sorry: I'm wrapped! See, I know you from little, yet I know that right now you know exactly what I feel, and you understood it before, when we met. It took a few words and we were perfectly tuned. This does not happen often ...
Flavia: Almost never, to tell the truth ...
(Pause for silence: Flavia's hand is always on the chest of Matthew, the two look at each other without speaking, always smiling)
Matthew: It is strange ... I can almost hear your thoughts ...
Flavia: And what's even stranger is that it seems to me to receive your ...
Matthew: It's beautiful, all of this.
Flavia: so beautiful that I almost fear
Matthew (staring) : Why? What scares you so much? What are you afraid?
Flavia: (supporting the view of Matthew) : What a finish. What this is all a dream. May you be disappointed in me ...
Matthew: You want it?
Flavia: What?
Matthew: What a finish. That this is not real. Let me down.
Flavia: No, absolutely not, but ...
Matthew (interrupting gently) : So it will not happen. It will not happen anything bad or wrong between us. Unless you want to happen or we make it happen.
Flavia: If I say that's only because I was sick so much time, they are no longer used ... Here ...
Matthew (removing his hand from that of Flavia) : Flavia ...
Flavia (by removing in turn, slowly, the hand from the chest of Matthew) : Tell me, Matt ...
Matthew: I love
The
Friday, June 13, 2008
Koleston Number Chart
sitting on the bed, computer on your lap and sleep for nothing: as I am to "better times"! Only then, to keep me awake were the countless problems that haunted me all the time. Not that now will not have problems (who does not have them?), But things are so radically different! I spent a period in constant motion, traveling, and are practically new session: I had the opportunity to prove myself, to see places and people I wanted to "reconcile" to meet new people, to become somewhat new too.
Someone criticizes me for having done this. Will certainly have reason, from a rational point of view ... But I needed all this: so many things went right, in my head, and therefore in my life, and many other things I know for a fact that will surely place, precisely because of what I experienced. Where to get this I had to give up a few days of work and a little 'Dindi' ... Well, patience! I know it was worth it, and that's it. I can not always live my life according to what someone else might think of: by dint of acting like that, I got to a point where I did not know what I really wanted. Anyone will understand that it is not acceptable, in no way whatsoever!
I said and I repeat: I started to live for me. Taking account of those around me, sure, but looking first to my needs.
And I discovered that it is not so terrible.
There are many things that are missing, many things still to be finalized, so many things to work on: we must proceed slowly, step by step, fall and rise, getting your muscles ... I can do all this, I'm ready to do so, I have already begun to do so.
For many things may arrive late, but someone just today (actually yesterday now), I pointed out clearly that this and only this is the right time to come to this conclusion and make a change in my life as it is happening : nothing happens by accident ... Maybe in a different time from that, being come to a conclusion in itself would lead me to just not make the right choice for me ... But it is useless to keep thinking about what could happen, I need to concentrate on what is happening in terms of what will happen in the future, depending on the direction I want to give my life.
I would not be able to complicate things so much, talking or writing ... I can learn, of course. In fact, I and I learned: I do not know enough to do more.
Oh, how quiet this house, this room ... That silence is ...
now days has been done, and for a while ': I see the light through the window of my room half-closed, and it seems perfectly natural to stay here to write without having slept all night, as I did so long ago, for reasons ( as I said at the beginning of post) very different, much more disturbing.
I came back a "sleepless dawg" (as defined me when I spoke with one of my closest friends, so I hope that is reading), perfectly happy to be back. I know, do this tour de force for thirty years is not the best of life is not that a little old, but thirty years have, alas, is not as yet have twenty ... With these ten years older than I do the math. :-)
For one thing I hope to be back to the "wakeful dawg" of long ago: the desire, almost a necessity to write. Write to time, write what comes into my head, so feel free to think. How was I once.
fact, better ... Wanting. The
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Hack A Pokemon Rom On Ipod Touch
I'm leaving, but I'm still here!
are in Grosseto: my city. I reviewed after six long years. Changed, like me, but always there. The walls of the pizzeria Pappagone, the square with the statue of Leopold II and porches all around ... There is still the old store with a sign or a clock-watch-shaped eye, which made me a fear of the devil when I was little ... The small square with the two shoe shops, going to the door, before crossing the walls ... The baseball field (sports in which h Grosseto always done good figure) ... Everything as I remembered it.
Rising from the walls, however, the city is unrecognizable. As it should be. The neighborhood where I grew up has become bigger, more polished: the buildings (including one in which I lived) thankfully no longer have that horrible purple color, the school has remained the same, and where was the shop my mother, there is now an office. Things change, rightly so. And to think that on that sidewalk, and in the courtyard behind those buildings, we spent the afternoons to play and try pine nuts ... Yeah, because then that area of \u200b\u200btown was so full of pine trees, and if you were not careful, you may receive a beautiful pine cone on the head office!
My God, how many memories!
I also revised the sea around Grosseto Marina di Grosseto, Castiglione della Pescaia, Punta Ala ... They also changed, for tourism, but even there I kept thinking about what, for a short time, I lived there.
I took photos of that wonder of sea and mountains just transfer it on pc, post them, you really deserve, and then let me share what I've seen. Even if what I experienced is watching me, in me.
As always, I walked much. This time it was to hear again, even if only temporarily, part of my city, and for a moment I pretended that it was really new. I need to feel at home, and they did. A sort of circle that is closed ... But it is really closed?
I needed to review Grosseto, and it alone (for the first time all the other times I visited, I was always with my own). And now I'm about to leave, I feel perhaps a bit 'sad for the little time I was here, but all in all serene, at peace with myself.
There are so many other things I want to say, but time is short and I have so many things that crowd my head. I do order, and then I can tell something that makes sense.
Meanwhile, I say goodbye to Grosseto, my dear Monte Amiata and the Maremma coast, from Principina a Mare, Marina di Grosseto, Punta Ala, Castiglione della Pescaia.
I wear them all with me, in me . The
Friday, May 30, 2008
Configure Fido Message Center
And here I am! Hearing over, rain, the historically low voltage (also called "post hearing abbiocco ")... I must say that the hearing went quite well ... At least I think! I will confirm in the next few days. We keep our fingers crossed! But back to the lovely city of Alexandria, where I am today.
I got to turn it a bit 'before the flood came down, and my feelings are fully confirmed yesterday. It will be that after all is a small town, but I was also very easy to turn without a map. It 's a lovely city! Walking through the old town was like going back in many places very dear to me: every view I remember others, I was walking with his nose perpetually upward! Artistically it is full of beauty: I would take at least a week to see everything with the necessary calm ... Well, it means that we will come back, not too late!
With the sun, then, everything takes on a particular ... Sweet, I can not complain. It was as if the felt welcome me, so that for a moment I thought I'd stay here and do not go anymore. Absurd idea, of course: I have my life in Trieste, I struggled and I'm still struggling just to build it and shape it in my mind. How could I then thought about leaving again, and so start all over again? But not even mentioned! :-) Well ...
I spent the whole afternoon until now walking: Walking is now so much a part of my being that I can not say that I have seen a city, any place, if I did not walk into a sumptuous! And in this particular case, I needed to walk to blow off!
Before I die of hunger (including a stuff and the other, it turned out that I have not eaten a tube), I'm just saying a little ' I'm sorry dovermene go so soon, but I suspect it will not be long before I come back here in Alexandria, because I was quite intrigued, as a city ... And why among fellow musicians, were born a couple of friends that it is worth, I think, to cultivate.
And so, I'm leaving again. I will climb up to another train, I Protera in the place where I was born.
From there continue the saga of the greetings.
add to my baggage and all that from my eyes, watching and observing things and people during this period in almost constant motion, it's been in my heart.
I'm going. I'm really, really going.
Thursday, May 29, 2008
Does Staples Laminate Papers
Period of Travel ... In practice, this week I can say I have not seen the house, between a train and more! Just enough time to return to Florence, and I had to share: I went to Padua for a two-day training course at headquarters Fastweb (promoter / sales person). The offer is good (economically speaking), even though the work, I know, will be exhausting! Not to mention that I will not let the work I have already: simply add to each other. It 's a bit crazy, but that's okay. Yesterday afternoon, at the end of the course, I called the head of the agency I also contacted for this course offer me, telling me that everything had gone well, that I really liked the "capital formation" and that makes me know days when I start to work. I'm so glad, of course!
But all this, you ask, what the heck to do with Alexandria? Nothing, I reply: I mention this just to emphasize the term "busy" I am living.
But now I say this because I'm here, eh: do not expect to leave you like that, hanging ...
The fact is that tomorrow I will have a hearing in a village near here: so I decided to be here, even now, not to get out of breath and unpresentable (even vocally). I took advantage of for a ride, since I had never seen Alexandria, and I still stop in an Internet Point, to update the blog with what I have just renamed the second installment in the saga of greetings. This assumes that there will be the last trip ... Exactly, my dear: I'll be leaving Saturday morning for Grosseto: my hometown! We come back from something like five or six years, and even if it failed the requirement for a second selection for a hypothetical job as a singer on cruise ships, which was to be held in that of Grosseto, I decided to go the itself. Will I see my uncles finally (not really my relatives are close friends of my parents, I have practically grew up, so I call them aunt and uncle, I could not call them otherwise), passengers on the walls, I abbufferò of crushes ... Maybe I will return to the places of my childhood: the old neighborhood, school, the street where my mother had a shop ... But that's another story, and write it directly from Grosseto.
Right now they are in Alexandria, and rightly speak of this city, the impression that I got off the train and how I feel tomorrow after the hearing.
For now I can not give opinions on this town, because I turned too soon: tomorrow, after the voltage has passed post-hearing, I'll do one more lap and I able to say something more.
For now I can only say that walking through the streets of Old Town has put me on a great sense of calm, as if somehow walk a known place. Well, we'll see tomorrow how I feel! The
Sunday, May 25, 2008
Bedroom Double Doors 48
coming to an end in May, and I find myself writing from an Internet Point in Florence. I decided at the last second, yesterday morning I took two things and I took the first train that is happened to me. Since I was not so much a thing: pick up and go where I thought caper just for the fun (and maybe even a little 'the need) to move, to breathe deeply, to see places and people I miss .. . Of course, I did it also because this time I can ` afford to do so. It takes advantage of the occasion. It is a bullshit, compared to many other things I could do and I do, but also falls in this series I'm doing things only for me .
I do not know, like use the free time I have to enroll in professional courses, go see museums and exhibitions, concerts to hear, literally take care of me, in every sense. Why there's no story unless I start with me, I will never be useful. And if they are not helpful to anybody, I'm wasting my life.
I am 30 years old, to certain conclusions I arrive late, are well aware, but I'm not going to add delay to delay. So Here I am trying to implement changes, big and small, in my life, to improve to improve.
Another thing I've done for me is to dedicate myself to break the promise was : I owe it to myself at the end! It may not happen is nothing important, but I still have something to say (and write), musically speaking, and I intend to do everything I can to not throw away years of hope and sacrifice (not only mine, however).
shall say all that `I'll have to say,` I will give everything that `I'll have to give.
At the beginning, when I moved here on the blog, I said: " I started with a blog, will end with myself" .
was wrong. Maybe I'm really
just beginning. And I'm immensely happy! The
Wednesday, April 30, 2008
Normal Thyroid Lobe Measures
Since yesterday, I entered the world of the thirties.
I will keep my promise?
will maintain the serenity that I have regained?
I'll be "worthy" of what I live and I am going to live?
begins to discover today, and I will understand it over the course of the day. I've always
: Same as myself, but different from yesterday (thank goodness). The
Monday, April 14, 2008
How To Connect Gouvernor On A Briggs And Stratton
When you think you have a clear idea, but you can not even say what goes through your mind, no matter how simple it is, it is clear that something is not working. When you feel
confused with a prick and you can not get out, it is clear that something is wrong.
When you throw behind this inconvenience, but you seem a disaster, and therefore you can not, it is clear that you have a serious problem.
I'm lost in a way that I should know by heart: I know that I can go out (and will go out for sure soon), even by myself, but I needed a guide. After
know what to do and how to do it, but something stops me and I have received a jolt to get closer to understanding what it is and adjust accordingly.
Sometimes you know exactly what to do, but for some reason you need to hear it (and with a certain tone ...).
I'm lost ... I find myself.
Thanks!
(Who would understand, you understand) The