E 'is now one of my many sleepless nights. I do not sleep, I can not: my mind has become too small a container for all the ideas, thoughts, memories I have and they're overflowing. Writing has become the only "cure."
I need it like a drug, and the night has become my ideal state. Not a place or a time period, but a real state.
At night, the very night is much more than the period in which the sun illuminates the earth is a state of mind, a way of life, a condition of the soul. One way to think, to find peace, to remove the mask that is worn regularly during the day. I asked myself many times because I can almost only at night to have a deeper and more authentic contact with the real me. Obviously, this is part of my nature, a nature that only a few years ago I learned to accept, although I knew a long time and this is the conclusion I have reached. A chill has
just the way my body: closing my eyes at that moment I felt as if I were not just in my room, sitting cross-legged on the bed at crazy beat words on the keyboard of the pc ... But elsewhere, outside, wrapped in the night and nothing else, listening to the silence only to find my inner music. Rather, to rediscover it. Because I knew well, once, and then, coincidentally, the night I listened carefully and I did drag her. I saw myself and I approached us, but something made me fall, I did not believe what I was seeing was real. Now I'm back to that state, are in touch with my true essence, while the night brings me while I let the Night is part of me. I can hear my music again, I recognize it: it becomes more defined, clearer, is beginning to urge. I can even perceive vibrations in me. I'm making music. I always have been, why I love her so much. Loving the music, loving the night, I love myself. I'm facing myself, as if I look in the mirror, but I know I'm going to lick it in contact.
One step is done, I look hard in front of me and my peers I patiently essence, as it advances toward me at my own pace. I stretch my arm to make contact ... Are nearer to the final contact is imminent ... Contact ... The
Contact. The
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